Road to Recovery

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"Iwanted to write down exactly how I felt and somehow the paper stayed empty. I could not have described it any better."

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How are you feeling? Simple question isn't it?

Yet this inquisition tends to leave me speechless.

Talkative when it comes to insignificant business.

And when it's a serious matter I become so quiet.

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What do you think about this affair?

I feel the need to come up with the right answer.

My indecisiveness  conveys that I do not care.

When in reality I just make up my mind a little later.

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Please be patient with my silence.

Or when I struggle to verbalize emotions.

The chronic lack of confidence

Made me second guess my own opinion

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The past is behind, I am looking forward

but some pieces went missing while others were stolen.

The road to recovery will be lenghty and hard.

At least I found an alternative to being broken.

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Maybe you will stay, maybe you will leave

Regardless of the outcome, for now I believe.

Am I being hopeful of simply Naïve?

This kind of information just cannot be retrieved.

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-December 2016

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